понедельник, 20 октября 2008 г.

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After spending 4 hours at St Francis Heart Hospital, I found out that my heart looks normal�Finally something about my body is normal

Since Irsquo;m not feeling well enough to spend a lot of time on a treadmill, they had to use chemicals for my stress test.�IVs in the foot arenrsquo;t much fun.�

Irsquo;m wondering how much more nuclear medicine I can have before I start to glow or grow a another head.�Irsquo;ve been injected with radioactive stuff 9 times in the last 4 months

Dr. M is going to pluck my knobby old thyroid from my neck tomorrow.�Irsquo;ll have to stay overnite.�Again.�If it seems like I have surgery every 4 weeks, itrsquo;s because I do.�

A big THANK YOU to all that have been crossing your fingers for me lately�Irsquo;ll bet your fingers are tired by now.�Please cross em again for my surgery tomorrow.

THANKS�


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суббота, 18 октября 2008 г.

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So I ordered the video and the patterns for Laughing Moons #100 and JoAnns how-to with corset making. I hope I can get the hang of this. Itapos;s a lot at once but I think I can do it.

I found a lovely place on eBay for lace, fabrics seems cheap enough, but I want something apos;reallyapos; stunning.

On another note I went to MedevialMoccasins.com and they have wonderful shoes. I, sadly, canapos;t purchase them due to the whole vegan thing an the fact theyapos;re made of leather.. But. I want to try to make some out of a stury fabric and see what I can do. I think it might be interesting.

Also, my parents are coming to visit next week, so Iapos;m springing around trying to decorate and clean the house for Jason and my sake. Uhg. This place is a mess.. But I love it :) Maybe Iapos;ll take some images later and post them up.

Till then I think Iapos;m going to work on some basic ideas for a corset that I can do, to start. Nikki at fairie fest has some nifty skills, and Iapos;m not there yet. Need to save up for a sewing machine. Theyapos;re not too bad.. Uhg Walmart. *shakes a fist* It tempts me so. Iapos;m so glad I live next to a JoAnn fabrics mega-store. Sooo happy.


Iapos;ll update later.

Hurry DVD an patterns I want you sooo...

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четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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E se algum dia precisarmos de n�s, eu j� posso dizer que n�o ousei dizer. E n�o me force contar, esses sentimentos f�teis. Quero te ver, assim eu posso te ter, como nunca quis, como nunca pensei.
Essa lembran�a que n�o me sai da cabe�a, ao deitar, ao me levantar. E a cada segundo pergunto o que voc� est� fazendo, quais seus pensamentos. Ser�o eles t�o bobos e in�teis quanto os meus? N�o cheguei ao amor ainda, e as consequ�ncias ser�o piores, e n�o quero tirar nada daquilo que � meu por natureza. Fico no meu lugar por enquanto, meus erros di�rios melhoram pouco a pouco, e vejo um crescimento enorme vindo de voc�. Posso me deitar no seu bra�o, e voc� me aquecer, se ter como feliz por alguns minutos e depois desaparecer, praquele mundo seu. Os meus olhos cansados j� procuram e n�o sei, encontram os seus, e quero te ter aqui, com ou sem palavras que ningu�m, nunca, disse a mim. N�o espero um adeus. Vou tentar continuar nesse caminho 1/4 tortuoso, que me pus dia-a-dia. Sem perceber fui me colocando em algum lugar dentro de voc�. Afogar todos os meus pecados, torcendo os dedos para n�o comet�-los de novo. Aparecer aonde voc� est� te avistar com seus olhos pra cima, batendo o p� no ch�o, cantarolando qualquer m�sica que te faz vivo, com sua voz meio esgarni�ada mas ainda linda, sem dolor, temor amor. N�o sei pra quem vai a sua poesia, a minha poesia, feita a quem for. Enfileiradas e prontas. Olhar pros seus olhos esperando n�o te amar, mas nem sei mais. E assim minha mente pode se encaixar � sua. Tentar me indireitar nesse caminho. Com voc� por perto. Aonde for. No cora�o.
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